Near the end of this month, almost like an obligation, I take time to meditate. To analyze everything that has happened in the past weeks and understand what was good, what I learned, what I can rescue from the ups and downs and surprises of July.

Actually, this month moved and shook me a little, starting from matters from work, which was also reflected in my state of mind. However, having people who support me, listen to me and even scold me through a call, it’s what brings me back to my balance. They remind me of how I can improve and also what am I doing wrong, or rather, what I could do differently and better.

Thanks to these people, I stay on my feet, down to earth. Even in moments of doubt and insecurity, they are there to listen, to give me their support, to help me understand new possibilities and also to encourage me to continue trusting on myself.

Sometimes they understand me and sometimes they get a little lost in the conversation, but in any case, it’s a talk of coming and going, of speaking and listening, of reflecting and putting into practice.

It is not easy to maintain peace of mind, be fit or stay positive by being at home all the time. Restrictions on being in public spaces or outdoors are still necessary as a preventive measure, to avoid any possible COVID-19 contagion, but then, how can we maintain this peace of mind and sanity?

In my opinion, the answer is to keep in touch with your loved ones, your friends and family. Only then can we continue to share moments, ideas and even love. Also, you can do what I do, all the time I’m asking for advice and a little guidance.
This way we can think of other things that are not just what’s in our head. You have to distract yourself. It is important to always interact.

Remember: talking helps and listening too.

For this reason, for me, July indeed was a month of staying at home (until further notice), of not going out without a mask, antibacterial, etc., but also these weeks were of reflection, of learning to raise my hand and say what I think, of facing consequences, of knowing how to listen and in this same way, of recognizing that I can do much more. That I can jump into the unknown and that it’s okay to be wrong, because that’s how we learn.
Until today, I have not found a way to predict the future… so it only remains to learn, step by step. Recognize what can be done differently and put it into practice to keep moving forward.

It’s very valid being afraid, but do not stop there. We came to this world to be happy, to live, to grow and to fill an invisible sack of infinite experiences.

That is why I conclude this reflection, sharing with you, this brief phrase that my father always reminds me: Providence has strange ways of pulling its strings in this life.